Wednesday, 2 March 2011

He's On His Way Home.

Dominus is on his way home. Well he's in Bangkok now, and not happy as the airline have left most of his luggage behind in Sydney.

In some ways the last 3 weeks have flown, in others they've lasted forever.

The earthquake disaster, me having shingles, all contributed to me being rather whingy at the moment. I'd love to be curled up next to him in bed, skin to skin, just beig stroked. I'll have to wait though as may be a while before I can see him.

Spent today feeling spaced out thanks to a bad reaction to either the painkillers, antivirals or both. No wonder I hate taking pills, this is a good reminder of why.

I think part of why I'm a switch is the need to be strong for those who need me, yet still have someone there who can support and care for me at times.

That ability to soothe and calm me when I'm worked up about something is essential, not needed often thankfully, but without it a Dom wouldn't have me as his sub for long.

Finding the balance between caring for me and me feeling smothered is another, I hate that feeling.

Well tomorrow is another day, hopefully one where I'll be feeling better, the sunshine we've had most definitely helps.

"The most powerful sexual organ in the body is our brain, open your mind and allow your fantasies free reign, mutual pleasure between consenting adults is a wonderful thing."

1 comment:

Pygar said...

I think we all need that love and support and care whether sub or Dom.

I hope you are feeling fully better very soon.

P xx