Tuesday, 24 January 2012

Party Time

Last night we just chilled, talked about us a little and some more preparation for the play party he has organised for tonight. So far over 80 people have said they're going to attend and after the official event is over he's invited a small number back to his flat.
I was reminded by him how important I am to him, that I matter. He knows that I need to hear it sometimes, my history has taught me that any happiness is fleeting and that I'm far from important for just about everyone. I know how he feels about me, it's so easy to see in how he touches me and looks at me, him saying it just reinforces what I already know.
Tonight should be interesting, I'm curious what he has in mind for me. He's going to be circulating all evening and ensuring everyone has a good time. S wants this to be a success so he can run the play party each month. He held one in October and apparently it was really good and everyone enjoyed it, so fingers crossed.
S has told me he wants me to find someone to play with tonight if I'd like to. St will be there and coming back to the flat afterwards, so maybe I'll Top him. If he's busy elsewhere I'm sure I can find someone.
It'll be the after party that might get interesting, think S has something in mind, but it will depend how the evening goes to see if it actually happens. I trust him to look after me, the last thing he'd ever want to do is upset me or put me into a negative situation.

"The most powerful sexual organ in the body is our brain, open your mind and allow your fantasies free reign, mutual pleasure between consenting adults is a wonderful thing."


Anonymous said...

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DanesWood said...

Thank you, I just ramble about whatever is in my head. Sometimes it makes more sense than others.
I'm going to write about last night as something happened I wasn't expecting.