Sunday, 15 May 2011


I had a choice recently, give up what I have with my Dominus and accept the offer from someone new, or stick with it and hope we worked through our recent difficulties.
The new guy was very tempting, intelligent, a gentleman, very kinky and an amazing body.
My current Dom is a wonderful man, but something that was brought to my attention recently coupled with the lack of physical time together made me pause and think about what I should have dismissed out of hand. In fact prior to this I would have.
I knew I would have to decide quickly, there was no way I could take time and think about it because that wouldn't have been fair to either of them. Besides Dominus had no idea Mr Muscles had made this offer, but it wouldn't be long before the news got back to him I was sure of that.
So what to do?
When what you have seems difficult, it's tempting to throw in the towel if the grass looks a little greener elsewhere. Why put yourself through a hard time trying to resolve differences when you can just walk into something new and fun?
But it's never really that easy is it. I sat on my bed and cried when I realised what I would be walking away from and that despite everything the relationship with my Dominus is worth it.
Now I needed to know if he felt the same, and set to probing him for an answer. I don't know why I ever doubted how he felt about me, because he was soon reassuring me that his feelings had never changed. So then I told him about Mr Muscles, to say he was shocked is perhaps an understatement, he'd never considered me might lose me through all this.
Perhaps the biggest lesson here is not to take anything or anyone for granted and to keep communication going no matter what.
So now all I need do is arrange my next trip to see him and grasp the chance to put things back to how they should be.
"The most powerful sexual organ in the body is our brain, open your mind and allow your fantasies free reign, mutual pleasure between consenting adults is a wonderful thing."

1 comment:

Pygar said...

Such decisions are always so hard. Well done. "Put things back to how they should be."

Good luck

P xx