Tuesday, 9 August 2011

You Rock My World

That's what he said to me yesterday.
Three weeks I've known him, that's all.
I can honestly say I've never met anyone like him. Someone for whom I'm the sole focus and he's determined for me to believe that I can trust him. Give myself to him completely. And that for him I will be his muse, his lover, pleasure slut and slave.
Some may consider this all a bit much considering we've been talking online for 3 weeks and won't be able to meet for quite a while yet.
I would agree if it wasn't for one thing. It's all entirely mutual.
He's not perfect, nor am I, yet we seem to fit like a hand in a glove. I've yet to see this moody side he refers to, but I've certainly experienced various other aspects of his personality.
He's seen many sides to me. There's the shy little girl that seeks approval, is shy and needs to be cared for.
Then there's the independent stubborn me who's wary of anything and anyone new and can and will take care of herself, doesn't need anyone else to do that.
So which is the real me?
The answer is both and more.
Something I have realised, he has vulnerabilities too.
I can give him perhaps more than he ever thought he'd find and that too is something I feel he recognises.
He respects me and desires to nurture and protect me. Help me accept I'm a lovable person (something I struggle with), and that I don't have to go it alone all the time. Be the tough one that sorts out everyone else's problems and neglects my own.
I've no intention of letting him carry all the load, but it's wonderful that someone wants to share the burden.

"The most powerful sexual organ in the body is our brain, open your mind and allow your fantasies free reign, mutual pleasure between consenting adults is a wonderful thing."


Anonymous said...

I read up on the I Ching, and it too encouraged me that the answer is both. yes and no. + relax and knowing what i want.

Having read your blog for a short while, I am excited for you, and wishing you the best.


DanesWood said...

Thank you K, I would say I've got everything crossed, but I doubt he'd allow me to keep my legs crossed for long lol.

As I've said previously I may crash and burn, but if I don't take a chance how will I ever know?